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Speaking right through my Heart…

December 3, 2006

I don't know why i am feeling like this. A friend of mine… She was falling for someone that she knows is very far from her… Literally. A 14-hour difference. How could she still feel something for the guy? Is it because of his eyes that i know she has absolutely fallen in love with? No… That's not it… It would seem too… light. It was something i know… was very much deeper… than that. Like what i am feeling right now. Deep and emotional. I felt her pain when she told me that he told her it seems just so impossible. And she said "uh… yeah." and then pretended to be happy about it, but i know inside… She was breaking down. That was the first time i ever saw her with those glittery eyes that springs up when you're in love. But you know, it's not her situation that made me cry the most. It was my own situation. Someone quoted to me… "The greatest distance isn't how many million stars he is away, or even how much time you are so apart, but the greatest distance that you know he is there beside you that you are able to grasp him already but you cannot do anything about it." I told her that. My situation was worser than hers. At least he is just that far. You can reach him someday. But a guy that is just right beside you, and is even your friend, and yet he seems so far away, that's something that should be worrying you more. But I know that God is there though. He'll help, i just know. I prayed to him that i may overcome this feelings of emptiness when i comes to him. That i shouldn't think of this now because there will come the time for this. But probably not now. Maybe I should consider the thought that i should think more on the things which needs my attention more at this moment. And just wait for the time when our paths will meet again. He and I…

 

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