Uber Clueless…

I watched Clueless in channel 42 last night… Lol… movie plus. Coincidentally, i was thinking about something related to that. Yeah, lol… friends… Once again, i am thinking about finding that certain person again. Why is it like that? I mean, i had driven this thought out of my head already, and now it is coming back again… Life is just a crap. I hate it for making me yearn for that certain warmth again. But then again… We really don't know what will happen in the future… I mean, who we will end up basically with. So, maybe i just have to wait right here for that someone to come. I mean, God will be nice to give a good person, right? *sigh* It's just that… I wish… it was him… It's these times thinking this stuff makes me cry. I mean, it is our last year already, and me… I don't know whether my parents will send me to some country far away from him to study there, meaning… We won't see each other anymore… Unless fate really had written the love story for us. But that's just a bunch of folktale… It's not true that you feel it in your heart that a someone is already the right person. It's just a story of putting up hopes that someone out there is really destined. I mean, duhh… In this world of 6 billion people, there is someone just meant for you? Nahh, I don't think so.  But it's nice to think so, right? I mean, I have those dreams too, and sometimes… I just want to believe them, that he would be standing right there waiting… and when he finds you, he would just rush there and say, "There you are… I thought you'd never come. I was waiting like… forever." Would you say that to me one day? That you were waiting for me to come by? LOL… Who am I kidding? I have to pop this dream out of my head and continue my studies… Especially when i know that i am slacking off… I have to get this thought out of my head and just concentrate.