I don’t know if I should pity myself. Once a seemingly destined love blossoms, it creates confusion. And then, I retreat.
It has always been the same. Someone likes me, and I like someone else… And eventually, everything fails.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me heart. It’s like. It’s dysfunctional. Gawd. If I just loved the people who loves me, then… everything’s happy right?
But ALAS. Love does not choose. The heart does not choose who it will beat for, it just does. And sometimes, it’s for the wrong people or the wrong reasons.
I just feel like banging my head. Super confused today. >.<