Wee. Happy.

Wahaha. Finally, Christmas Break. Yeah Boy. Super excited-ness. But err, too much to study still. *sigh* A week before resume i have to get back to my notes, rewrite everything and such stuff. Project calls. Whew. Distress. Super. But well anyway. Haha. I have to make the most. :p And then… When everything turns out okay… Hoorah for summer men. :p Hahaha.

 Sometimes… It takes a very long time to realize how important things are to us. And then, by the time we knew… It’s already too late. It’s a sad fact of life.

I complain when everything gets hard, but ya know… my troubles are so much lesser than that of others. i don’t have to actually be bothered of what i’m going to eat. cause i’m assured i will eat. sooo…. i can’t frown or complain when things get tough. only the lucky ones get to step into these side of the world. people like me don’t know “desperate”. That’s why i have to keep smiling, and being cheerful whatever bad thing may come. But i hope nothing bad comes though. I pray nothing will.

To just see him distresses me…

gawd. why is the feeling like this? I feel like exploding. really. how the hell do you know when you’re over someone?

 >.< I’m tired of crying over you. i dunno if it’s me who’s holding myself back or it’s you. no. it’s definitely me. i know it hurts, and still… here i am… making myself stupid in front of you.

it’s wrong. it’s definitely wrong. i’m supposed to be studying really hard, and here you are… haunting me of memories of what might have been.

i should stress out on the phrase “what might have been”… done. it’s done. and i still want to return back to how i should have done things or what i should have thought. but alas, time does not go back. unless you have the time turner Hermione Granger owns. LOL.

*sigh* with such a heavy heart towards everything. it’s a good thing some days are too busy for me to even think about you.

which reminds me. i have a lot to do. too lots. effin schoowork.