Gazing at the stars in the sky that night, holding your hand... Slowly, I am feeling an eternity in this gentle miracle... Will you ever understand the complex love I have for you?

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Unexpected Talk…

November 12, 2006

It's amazing how you could lighten up what burdens me. I admit, I had to smile after the conversation I had with you today… some vague things that i held questioned in my mind came out, i asked them… and you answered as honestly as you could. i could still see that smile upon your face, certainly, amused by the the fact that i had been honest to ask what was bothering me concerning you. but still, when we touched the topic of love, both of us had some quiet spaces… uncertain… careful of every word that would come out from our lips… we are both scared that the other would think directly what the heart of the other dictates..

we were both elusive, so i decided not to touch that topic just deep yet. but still, i find it hard to prevent smiling after that. i was just so happy? (i really don't know how i can elaborate more on that certain feeling i had that time) it was amazing… i got the chance to talk to you seriously once again… and then, it was just like the past, no awkward feelings, the pureness of the friendship we offer to the other… i was happy staying like that… but what sends me the weirdest feelings is how come you pop up when i have some questions in my head… the fact that you just stand there smiling at me, when i'm walking alone in my dream thinking. when i jokingly ask God for someone to send me a message saying hi or so. then out of nowhere, you say hi and ask what i am doing… i dunno… what could i call this strange feeling i am harboring to you? i haven't come up wid a name yet… just not yet… it's not creepy nor anticipating… it's more like risky, and just happy… somehow someday… God will make me finally say these feelings i have for you…

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