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Can I really say something about myself? I'm just the dreaming angel who always has drifting thoughts inside... Someone who has kept her feelings so unbeknowst to you as always, unfaltering and seeing you with love in her eyes from the distance...
Today… I visited an old friend of mine. i was just so confused, that i went to him… apparently, he cannot answer me, because he's up there… it's funny how i found myself talking alone in the cementery. i realeased all the grudges and pain that i was feeling deep down inside. but u know, maybe he was there for me, making me cry and burst out all of my feelings. i felt really light after that, and u know what? i caught a glimpse of him, just a sudden glimpse. he was really there… GOD sent him to be there, so i will be consoled… so much. i thanked him after that… maybe i was really just carrying up the whole wide world. i was somehow tired, but i kno
w i was stronger after that. what is happening right now is just a test once again for me. So i would be strong, amidst all of the turmoil other people was concerning… especially that *biatch* who makes up that story. whew… i should be careful with my words right now. it's just wrong. haha… anyway, after that… i realized that maybe i really should be careful of my words… i know that she would be hurt when she heard that, even if she is so much bitchy… 'cause… i was born with that bad tongue… i mean, i could speak up a lot of curses and swears when i am so mad. even my grandpa said that… cause 
i got it from him… haha… talk about generation genes… whew… *calms down* anyway again, i prayed 
really hard… i guess prayers can really do so much miracles in comforting you. so right now, i know what to do… i shouldn't fight them… 'cause it would be wrong… but if things get really awful, then i know what to do. haha… so… i'm not mad anymore right now… unless they hurt someone close to me again… i'd be kicking their asses out of their places… they'd know not to mess with me… haha… what i should do right now is to avoid stirring up more commotion, 'cause i feel it's worsening. whew… my gramps shouldn't know about this, he'd just kick their bums before i do. (haha… but there is no way i'd kick that guinea pig's bum… it's just too cute. i just put it up there for emphasis.) anyway (for the hunderedth time) i'm going to be nice once again. just for someone who asked me to. *angelic halo* i shouldn't let them bother my serene and angelic thoughts… LOL. i repeat, i will be nice to them, just because someone asked me to. (whew… i really should free that halo i locked up in the bottle.)
