:) I am too lazy…

I keep deliberating on and on whether to close this blog. Haha. In all honesty, I don’t even update this like I do with my other blogs. But then again, blogging here is so much fun. LOL.

I still just can’t get over the smiley’s here. They get it all wrong. >.>

I’m supposed to be studying for a long test tomorrow… But… I cannot find the inspiration to do so. I realized a lot of things yesterday. Really really.

When I get over my issues, I will blog about them here. Haha.

Wee. Happy.

Wahaha. Finally, Christmas Break. Yeah Boy. Super excited-ness. But err, too much to study still. *sigh* A week before resume i have to get back to my notes, rewrite everything and such stuff. Project calls. Whew. Distress. Super. But well anyway. Haha. I have to make the most. :p And then… When everything turns out okay… Hoorah for summer men. :p Hahaha.

 Sometimes… It takes a very long time to realize how important things are to us. And then, by the time we knew… It’s already too late. It’s a sad fact of life.

I complain when everything gets hard, but ya know… my troubles are so much lesser than that of others. i don’t have to actually be bothered of what i’m going to eat. cause i’m assured i will eat. sooo…. i can’t frown or complain when things get tough. only the lucky ones get to step into these side of the world. people like me don’t know “desperate”. That’s why i have to keep smiling, and being cheerful whatever bad thing may come. But i hope nothing bad comes though. I pray nothing will.

To just see him distresses me…

gawd. why is the feeling like this? I feel like exploding. really. how the hell do you know when you’re over someone?

 >.< I’m tired of crying over you. i dunno if it’s me who’s holding myself back or it’s you. no. it’s definitely me. i know it hurts, and still… here i am… making myself stupid in front of you.

it’s wrong. it’s definitely wrong. i’m supposed to be studying really hard, and here you are… haunting me of memories of what might have been.

i should stress out on the phrase “what might have been”… done. it’s done. and i still want to return back to how i should have done things or what i should have thought. but alas, time does not go back. unless you have the time turner Hermione Granger owns. LOL.

*sigh* with such a heavy heart towards everything. it’s a good thing some days are too busy for me to even think about you.

which reminds me. i have a lot to do. too lots. effin schoowork.

Yesterday Was…

I dunno. Yesterday was just plain weird. Every semester, my favorite days changes. It’s because I judge my favorite days on what I do that day. If the schedule’s not tight, then it’s a candidate for my favorite day.

 I cried yesterday, was super sentimental about things with a friend. I was even surprised that he called me a friend. I hate one subject during my favorite days. Not telling what it is. But… yeah, I hate it. Well maybe not anymore.

 My friend told me, “Didn’t I tell you? When you feel left out, I’ll always be here.”

That was his line that made me cry. Knowing there’s someone in that class that I was comfortable with made me okay. REALLY OKAY.

:)

SO with every conflict settled (i think), I went home.

Stopover at a shop. Erm, was eating.

And then. There’s a shoplifter. I was expecting a man, but… A KID??? whoa. Life is starting to really be bad. I couldn’t look when he was apprehended by the guard. A lot of ideas went to my head. He might be tortured and all. LOL. My imagination is exaggerated.

I prayed that he won’t be put to jail. And when I told an important person to me that, he said: “of course he wouldn’t go jail. He’s a minor. A very young one at that.”

:( I wonder why that boy shoplifted…

Hmpdf… Now what?

I bought I new mouse. Thought everything was settled.

BUT RIGHT NOW I WANNA POKE MY TAB IN THE KEYBOARD USING A BALLPEN A THOUSAND TIMES. >.<

 Of all the keys that could be retarded, my tab happened to be that one. Hello? I don’t even use the tab in the keyboard a lot of times. So why would it be broken? Well technically, it’s not broken. It’s just hard to press. Like the retarded touchpad too. It’s hard to press. But I somewhat got used to it, so… not a big deal anymore.

I saw my old crush. :p He doesn’t happen to be my crush anymore, so… yeah. It’s nothing. It’s just that… He smiled at me… And I somewhat ignored. LOL. Please don’t say I am bad for doing so, because I had every reason to do the snubbing.

 I’m on the process of recreating, erm… resetting my IPOD. It’s not broken, but… Well. I’m deleting the songs so they can be replaced by new ones. I wonder what people do with 8 GB of IPOD. I have 4 GB, and that’s a lot… But 8 GB is twice. I thought of getting one, but… haller, not blasting my ears. I only got two of them, can’t afford to lose one… OR EVEN BOTH OF THEM.

My sister has a friend named Dan. He says he can’t sleep without plugging his earphones. I won’t be surprised if he happens to have a hearing disability one day. Good luck. There is no such thing as… Ear transplant???????? haha.

Lol, I’ll be doing my homework. Can’t digress too much. :p

HOMEWORK SCENARIO:

Me all alone: Oh, so this goes to here and the distance traveled by is computed by…

ZZzzzzzZZZZzzzzzzzz. BAM. Knockout. Haha.

P/S: Currently trying to design my blog. Help please?